Feelings for you

Is it bad that i'm 18 and dont know
what to do with my life
Is it bad that i have millions of
peers but not many friends
is it bad that i cant go to sleep without
hours of pessimistic thought.
Is it bad that i cant look at someone
without seeing the worst in them
Is it bad that i push away the people
who mean the most

Yeah, its probably not great

So this is the answer to why im bipolar
cant get through the day without feelings left over
I cant even think without getting all down
so what is the point of even keeping you around
I try to think that i do have it better than most
But really, I do and im not tryna boast
I cant stop thinking about what i should do
So maybe i should cut off all feelings for you

Is it bad that at the happiest times of my life,
i still cant put on a smile
Something goes right
and i fuck it up

Terrace Drive

The old Metal Bridge
behind Terrace Drive
Our favorite spot in town

The stories of a band of brothers
just striving to fit in
with something other than their pipe

Couple lines, man.

As the night gets quieter
my thoughts get lounder
and the ocean air
brings up nostalgia
of the years gone by
and the times we've had
sitting in a basement
just wasting away

Freestylin. i guess.

so i have band practice tomorrow.  and all we know how to do is play covers.  better start writing again


its a whole new day
and a whole new year
lets make this one count, boys.'
lets make this one count

im tired of talking
im scared of walking
but something wont let me pursue
maybe its myself
maybe its you
but every time i live, i feel like im gonna die.

yeah this song blew. took it off.

Boom.

Song For Youz!

I was told to write someone a song to make them happy, because they have been upset lately.  Here comes a couple of freestyled lines of me attempting to serenade an unnamed woman..   haha hope you like it.

Things like this shouldn't get you down
Cause you're the best looking girl in the whole damn town.
I see you every day with that smile so bright
And a laugh that makes any day go from dark to light.
So just remember these things i say
That can help a girl like you get through the day.


CHORUS(?)
You've got friends like me to help you deal with this shit.
So theres no need to get upset and cry over it.
We all got your back, so please don't fret
It all gets better, yeah i'd take that bet.
*And no need to tweet about it or even get sad
Because when it comes to venting, you know i'd be glad
To hear every word about a him or a her
And come and help you through it without even a stir.

Freestyle lyrics

Went to a show last night.  And now all i want to do is be in a band.  so here it goes

Can someone please exlplain to me
Where the the last few years have gone
Can you tell me i'm right.
When I've got a future in my sight
All this bullshit building up in me
Is getting much more easy to see
As these days go by and i try so hard
To be the man you want me to be
But things get tough and i start to lose sight
When shit goes wrong and money is tight
she tells me I've got so much left in life to do
so tell me what the hell is wrong with you

I am tired of the life as a teen
Not being the one, so im stuck in between
Because there isnt much i can say in a song
to even put my feelings where they belong
Its nights like these that I get so upset
That she is around, but we just havent met.



ugh.   goodnight.